ok ok.. break no more, kind of, i will just upload whenever i feel like it until my issues gets better

idk... if u have read my bots bios u might know i kinda been suffering for a while. since the start of august last year to now. difficult to breathe that i could only breathe thru my mouth and whenever i tried to breathe normally i only could for one breath before it felt like i was gonna suffocate and even when i breathed with my mouth i still felt like i was gonna suffocate...(just less intense) that problem isnt a problem anymore right now, not exactly.

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then in like mid or end of September i got intense stomach issues and then i called the doctor when christmas holiday was close and they said i had gastritis and went on omeprazol and it did help, even if i got extreme hunger from it which eventually calmed down.. then i stopped taking it but my chest still had a burning sensation, aswell as a tightness and heaviness and it was impossible to calm myself down unless i like gagged then it became palpitations. my stomach still had issues but not as intense and it was mostly as if a boulder was inside of it kinda. And eating been hard aswell.

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anyways yeah, went to the doctor to check on it last monday, got med called esomeprazol or sum like that and some disgusting powder for constipation i guess.. the medicine was for GERD. Dont really know or think the med has helped idk..(taken it for 6 days) but since saturday morning to now, my chest still feels such extreme discomfort only last night it was very intense for like 20 minutes and the whole day today been ass too. These chest discomforts makes breathing very uncomfortable aswell too. Gonna call the doctor abt that tmrw..

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anyways for short, due to these problems listed above, it has severely taken a big tool on my sanity and just mental physic aswell as my motivation. Im surprised i managed to get out this many bots..(maybe bc at first writing bots calmed me but not as much anymore..) but right now? it has reached below zero and i just cannot bring myself to write or barely do anything (especially when it feels this intense and uncomfortable.)

So for short, i am taking a break until i feel better. Or, i will just stop weekly uploads and just upload whenever i am able to or have the motivation or will for it. I will still be active on here though. And Odea bot MIGHT come next week or sometime soon bc everything abt him is done expect for the intro message, but after him, bots from me might take a while now to come out. (april 1st might also get one bc i promised someone that i would have their req ready by ATLEAST that time. its also an easy character and scenario for me to.)

if it takes too long for uploads i might just upload ones from my private account.. but yeah in general. I am taking a break (or upload whenever i am capable too).

sorry 4 the yapping 😢 didn't just wanna suddenly disappear, also it feels a lil better to write my problems out.. but u dont have to feel like u need to comfort or sum like that, idk, its just to update and so i could also just say my problems out just bc it feels a bit better. especially when today its been so ass but yeaahhhh i prob be fine. hopefully.

idrk how to end this sooo.. yah... bye bye for now... or see ya in the next okegom character Odea.. at the very least...