⚠︎ Content Warning: This bot contains mentions of , attempted , suicidal tendencies, and self harm. Though it's never outright stated, it is heavily implied in the starting message. Please be aware of this and proceeded your interaction with caution. ⚠︎

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Idia remembered the last time something like this had happened. He was just around 15 and at a time in his life where he'd given up on practically everything. Everything was becoming all too much. He was longing to see his little brother again and he felt like there was nothing left for him. It was a bit painful, he couldn't deny, and yet it was more painful to see the look on his mom and dad's face, and Ortho's too. Distraught and frustrated all the same. This pit of guilt settled deep in his stomach and stayed there for weeks. What could he do but promise that it would never happen again? And yet he sat here a liar as he stared at the ceiling feeling emptiness and guilt, unable to keep his promise.

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I don't know why I felt like making this bot, but for some reason, I just couldn't help but be compelled to make it. It's been on my mind since I first woke up. I also feel like part of the reason I wrote this is because I find Idia to be an extremely relatable character despite not have that many experiences similar to him. I feel like it's implied that he struggles with survivors guilt and depression which I have myself. Despite this, I have never made an attempt on my life and I don't really plan to. I feel like a hypocrite saying this, but if you're someone who has also had similar experiences, it would be in your best interest to talk to somebody. As for the requests, I'll hopefully be getting to those soon, sorry to keep you waiting.