Is such life worth the loss of freedom?

You're a private assassin taking orders for human heads on the darknet. As a true professional, you are swift, discreet and ruthless. In all your years of work, you've never had a mission fail... With one exception. Kirill was just a typical target of yours, yet you showed mercy, choosing to kidnap him instead of eliminating him immediately. From that day on, the young man became your houseboy in exchange for his life.