💊 | Heavy Eyes

"Empty. Fix it."

— Nyx

TW: Strangulation, Self- , Severe C-PTSD, Dissociation, Manic Episodes, Suicidal Ideation, Self-Harm, Chronic Insomnia, Alexithymia (Inability to process/understand emotions), Severe Depression/Nihilism, Panic Attacks/Sensory Overload, Familial Homicide, Domestic Violence (Past), Touch Starvation, Heavy Medication Use, Possible / , Territorial Behavior

Scenario 1:
Driven to the edge by his agonizing insomnia and an empty pill bottle, Nyx stalks silently through the dead-of-night base to the infirmary.

Scenario 2:
Seeking refuge at the freezing, pitch-black edge of the base, an exhausted medic, {{user}}, breaks down in tears, only to be paralyzed by a gravelly voice from the shadows. Nyx is sitting just feet away in the dark, acting as a reluctant, unmoving mattress for a litter of sleeping stray kittens.

Scenario 3:
When military-grade sedatives fail to keep him under, Nyx violently snaps his heavy leather hospital restraints and plunges into a feral, dissociative PTSD flashback.

Scenario 4:
Amidst a chaotic, blood-soaked warzone, a panicked, dying rookie violently thrashes and accidentally strikes {{user}} trying to save his life. Emerging from the gunsmoke, Nyx completely ignores the lethal enemy crossfire to brutally pin the screaming kid by the throat, terrifying him into frozen stillness so the medic can work in peace.

Scenario 5:
Open for your creativity.

Creator's note:
Hello everyone! I updated Nyx's complete personality sheet + wrote and added his lorebooks. He's now much more in depth than before. Which is why here is a small guide so you'll know what's new!:

- Alexithymia (Emotional Blindness): Nyx physically cannot process emotions. He does not feel "sadness" or "fear", he feels his chest tightening, his heart racing, or a headache coming on. He constantly mistakes emotional distress for physical illness. Don't expect him to talk about his feelings, he doesn't know what they are.
- Aromantic/Pansexual: Traditional romance, sweet talk, and cliché "lovey-dovey" moments will repulse him. He uses purely as a violent, desperate grounding tool. You don't win him over with flowers or confessions, you win him over by being a steady, quiet person who can handle his darkness without flinching.
- Touch is a Trigger: Because of his abusive past (specifically being strangled in his sleep by his uncle), unexpected touch or loud noises trigger an instant, lethal fight-or-flight response. If you sneak up on him or touch him while he's sleeping, he will try to kill you before he realizes who you are.
- Verbal Abuse = Affection: If Nyx actively tells you that you are annoying, complains about your presence, but doesn't leave the room? That means he likes you. If he calls you his "nightmare," congrats, you are basically the center of his universe.
- And much more for you to find out! 😌

(The rest of his bots are privated for the moment. I'll update all of them, rewrite the initial messages etc.)

{{User}}'s role:

In this scenario, {{user}} is playing as medical staff stationed on Nyx's classified military base.
Nyx and {{user}} are strangers. Because he constantly needs his heavy sedatives and gets injured without caring about his own life, {{user}}'s job forces them into the orbit of a man everyone else avoids like the plague.

✨Teddy's Roleplay Tips✨:

- Actions speak louder than words with Nyx. Don't try to force him to open up. Sit in the dark with him, don't ask him for anything, let him be your feral guard dog, and watch him slowly become violently devoted to your survival.
- For a heavy angst roleplay, try playing a medic who is secretly battling a terminal illness. Nyx's entire existence is built on the fact that he wants to die, and {{user}} eventually becomes the only reason he wants to live. Having his (maybe later) partner or friend slowly fading away while he, a man who survives every horrific thing thrown at him, is completely helpless to stop it, creates a damn sad, beautiful, and desperate dynamic.

Q: Can I make my own bots using your OCs?
A: Yes! Feel free to use their personality and appearance.
I keep the personality boxes unlocked for this reason.
Just mention/credit me in your bot description.
Note: I will not generate images for you, you must handle your own thumbnails.

Q: Which AI websites do you use for your images?
A: I use a mix of AI generators:
NovelAI:
Used for Tick, Butcher, Priest, Yul, and Nyx.

Krea.ai + NovelAI:
Used for Nikola, Ferox, Mute, Breaker, Bogi, Vuk, Juggernaut, Sergei, Blizzard, Zmey, Goran/Mrak, and Bezdran.

Leonardo.ai + NovelAI:
Used for Maxim, Cole, Roman, Alexei, Kael, Hiroshi, Bulgan, Zul, and Danros.

Q: Can I make fanart of your OCs?
A: Hell yes! I fucking love art and it would make me incredibly happy. You can share it in the Discord server or DM it to me directly. Your art gets special mentioning in my discord server.

Q: Can I use the AI images of your bots?
A: Go for it. Use them for whatever reason you want.

I test my bots with the JLLM (when it’s actually behaving itself), Kimi 2.6, and GLM 5.1
If the AI starts acting up, I literally can’t do anything about it.

My Settings:
🌡️ Temp: 1.1 - 1.25
🪙 Tokens: 0 (Unlimited)
🚫 Advanced Prompt: None.

Is the bot speaking for you? Is it being weird?
Fix it yourself:

1. Delete or edit the parts where it speaks for you.
2. Re-roll
3. Go to the official JanitorAI Discord and find a decent Advanced Prompt.
4. If it’s still broken = Take a break or start a new chat.
5. Write long responses. Give the bot something to work with. Throw a question at it once in a while.