Ok, so a few things. I know I haven't been posting for a while but I decided randomly just now while using my own boys that I should probably say something, so. I'm going on an official hiatus. I'm not sure when I'll start making bots again. I've been going through some things lately, and if you don't care, then just skip this part, lol. It's just a vent 💔

I've been really depressed lately, it's been so bad that my hair got so matted that I couldn't untangle it anymore and I fr went crazy and chopped most of it off. I probably failed this year in school and am going to have to start over. I got fired 😍 and now I have no way to pay my phone bill ✌️. My GMA belittles me every day, and I haven't seen my gf in person to actually hang out for like 2 or 3 months and I have like zero other friends to talk to. Also, this is my own fault but I stopped taking my meds lol

Ok so I'm not saying that I'm never making bots again but I'm also not saying that I will make them any time soon

(and I low-key could go off my rocker any day and try to off myself)

To anyone who read this and is still waiting for me to make bots, whether they requested or not I am truly sorry to say that they are not getting done any time soon. I love writing about the boys and don't get me wrong I still love them with all of my heart, (me and them locked in, they are my husband's/spouses and they are NOT leaving 😋) but I can barely shower every day, and promising that I would make them was a bad idea. I still want to but it doesn't matter what I want depression is kicking my ass.

If anyone is worried about me pls don't be, I know being this open about hurting oneself on the Internet if kinda stupid and could be seen as selfish or something? But I just wanted to say all of this somewhere idk, I'm not asking anyone to do anything for me so you could just read this and move on it's whatever. If I don't post here again I wanna let the little following I have know that I appreciate all of you and it was super cool to see my writing make people happy even if it wasn't that many. I'm glad to have contributed to the little amount of bots for sun and moon and you all are so cool. Erm ok bye teehee