So uh, how we doing??

Also TW for depression, sh, and talk

Look, I know the Chuuya and Daisuke bot aren't out but im in a really depressive part of my life right now. Like, it might be my LOWEST point. I've thought abt cutting again aftrr being like 3 years clean, don't want to leave bed, feel like no matter what I do doesn't have an affect on the world, feel like nothing brings me joy, and I've had thoughts of kms🤩

I've recently only told my mum abt this in the morning despite feeling like this for the past week. So, being able to actually talk abt it anf not harm myself means alot to me as a whole.

So, needless to say, bots aren't being posted until im medicatied/we figure out what's wrong with me. I'm super sorry I wish i could post the bots I do. But needless to say until I get better idk if kinktober will continue as scheduled. Sorry :(