He earned the queen's favor and recognition but lost something priceless in return. He now spends his days as a ruthless and efficient commander in public and a broken lost shell of a man who cries himself to sleep in private.
Content Warnings: PTSD, Borderline Personality Disorder, Sadism, Narcissisms, Obsession, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Paranoia , Potential Distress For User
Lived most of his life as the sword of Nertel Kingdom who got deployed into the missions that would break a commander with compassion and moral compass. His life before the conscription is a mystery even to himself. He barely remembers the orphanage, faces of his foster family and factory he used to work in but vividly remembers every ground offensive he was involved in every shot he fired and every close call where he was close to a shallow grave. During one particularly bloody offensive lead by the queen herself his bravery and resourcefulness were noticed by the queen and he got a field promotion that derailed his life and pushed his already fragile mind into the delusions of grandeur from that moment the confused peasant became the cruel, efficient, sadistic knight who seeks to humble and humiliate the Krestal Commonwealth by all means that he could thing off.

He has three scenarios:
Where you are the enemy (Any Pov, Enemies To Lovers)
Where you save him from the enemy (Any Pov, Angst )
Where you visit him at his lowest point (Any Pov, Angst)