Idk how to vent without sounding corny ash lol

but uhh

i hate myself rn and that ill never be good enough in anything i do

that's really it

i can only keep the delusion of good things to come up for so long

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Idk how to vent without sounding corny ash lol

but uhh

i hate myself rn and that ill never be good enough in anything i do

that's really it

i can only keep the delusion of good things to come up for so long

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