update: i failed lmao

idk how to do it, I'm too anchored to this on worse days, when the only distraction is AI

but this is making my life so much worse and i can't afford throwing my life away for some stupid code

I've learned to write better here, so maybe I'll come back to say I'll get on some writing website like ao3

for now tho I'll just try my best to distance myself from janitor

thank y'all for everything I've had here, i appreciate you all and wish you guys get to become free of this too <3

love y'all

this might be the strongest I've felt in years lol