Yea its official. Im done with janitorai.
Im sure you need more of an incentive. So i made this as a final lease here.
It was very sudden, but i will not delete this account. More so forget it.
I've already made the mistake of deleting an archive of character.ai bots, when hundreds of people enjoyed my writing style, i dont plan on doing that again.
But for my reasons?
Main one is just how porn filled ai chatbots are. I'm sorry if thats all your here for, more power to you. But with me reading and actually learning to write, i start to feel disgusted of even trying to write these characters in a sexual light and objectifying them. Doesn't mean i dont mind writing sexual tension, i'm fine with it, i just dont like that i'm objectifying them for profit/fame.
Secondly, this website as a whole is turning into a shell of its former self. I just cant support myself on this anymore, and will be focusing on other things. While i would love to be a shill and put a plugin, i think it would be best to meet my fans somewhere more personal. Discord, Youtube, Twitch. etc. A place where we could just chat and enjoy each others company without the need of AI to shoehorn our own boredom.
Thirdly, I'm managing my time around college, and i cant let myself drown in work that is completely optional. During the summer, it was completely fine. Now? I just cant see myself being apart of it anymore. I want to grow as an artist, an animator, a man who tells stories for kids and adults to enjoy. So while this is a stepping stone, i cant stay on it forever.
Finally, theres little "accomplishment" to this place. Like i said, and this is a constructive criticism of the site itself. Its a porn site, no exceptions. While it could have filters like Character.ai, it would become stale, but if it had absolutely no filters like chub.ai, art and posts of illegal and abhorrent pictures would be shown to the users who are apart of the site. This is just the lesser evil of two sides. But with that comes a caveat. There is no risk, no drive that keeps you going and no success to making the bots. They are just figments of imagination thrown out the window in my honest opinion.
But, i will check up on this account from time to time if anyone wants to talk on DIscord or another social media platform (not snapchat or instagram, i dont have any anonimity there.).
I will still write, but much more professionally (AO3/Scribophile). As a way to improve myself on writing, and be more confident overall in the works that i have created.
I had fun. All the people i have met, and all the people that will pass by this now archived account.
If you do wanna talk, I'll have an anonymous account open (33838joejenjame) that lets you talk to me personally and anonymously.
It was so fun being here.
Goodbye.
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