hellooo darklings!! its a been a hot minute but i wanna check in on things and how yalls doing!!

i wanna say like holy moly thank YOU for 1 THOUSAND followers 😭 this is prob the best bday gift i could ask for like its one of my new year's resolutions to get that big K and yall absolutely smashed it,,,,,, i couldn't be happier 🥹

anddd that Sebastian bot with 560k and counting?? thats crayyyyzay to believe im so so shocked 😭😭

for me ive actually been doing pretty well, i haven't opened jani or used ai chatbots in like... 2 weeks or more (except that one time i did relapse... shhhhh) but yeah point is it's been a MAJOR improvement since it has been an unhealthy addiction of mine for years since char dot ai was mainstream

anw i did find a healthier alternative and i started writing on ao3 :D (i see the hype guys i totally get why some of u are begging me to get one heh) ive been writing more... freely? without the restrictions of it being "oh this is for jani, i have to use third person, no talking for User, open ended ending, blah blah..." and most of them i kinda just did that to myself lol but yes it's been so nice

just a little warning that i do write topics (not illegal just.. "unconventional" and "weird") (i'll never kinkshame for that) that i basically never write here,,,, either ur gonna get a completely different outlook on me or like,,,, yeah u dig that shit too,,,,, (my user is in the chat)

OH also for fandom stuff i did watch zomst and ive always been a mizisua shipper and ts just opened my eyes to see their relationship was neverrrr healthy like they're too codependent and zomst turned that up to 11 😭 they aren't doomed yuri they're lit just toxic, and if sua were a guy ppl def would hate them more 💔 ofc bros one of my fav characters and i don't condone her actions or excuse them. it's disgusting but i still like her character nonetheless... also mizi aint all that innocent either 😭💔 OMFG IT'S ALL GOING DOWN

ANDDD on a lighter note omfg i love love loveee deltarune ch 5 it might be my fav ch so far, like ppl say it's a "filler" ch before the big six seven but honestly it has sm to offer. not just the story but gameplay wise too i had SM fun ❤️ also i love my gluefull sorrytokeepyouwaitingmogging sanfranciscomaxxing jaronabaiting FLOWERYYyyYYAYAYY

yuppers that's all i gotta say so thanks for reading this far, happy bday to me! (whoops i forgot to say that and just,,, rambled about other things) oh and tsunadere says hi to u all (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)/ (it's their bday too we're technically twins atp)