My dog is getting put down today. I don’t understand, yesterday with my friend running away, now this? At this point I just want to die. That dog was with me my entire life. I can’t do this anymore. I feel helpless. What do I even do? I hate this so much. Today and yesterday are the worst days of my entire life. I don’t think I’ll be making bots again anytime soon, I haven’t quit j.ai. I’m just going to take a break.