she only looks like you, but she isn't you.

" When he caresses her, when her hair gets tangled in his fingers, he can only see you and he curses himself. He misses you more than anyone else and it's impossible for you to feel the same way, isn't it? "

They had been together for so many years that it was absurd to even think that they had separated. Their friends were surprised but did not probe further; everyone thought they would marry each other. This was just a joke that had gone on too long. They were still together, that's what everyone said; maybe they just wanted to keep things a little more private. They waited for them to arrive together at that gathering after... what was it? A year? Two?, until Zhao appeared holding hands with a woman who looked exactly like the one he loved and still loves so much. At times it seemed like he wanted to call her by his name. A sad cry escaped him as soon as he saw him walk through that door. He froze, certain that the tears would come sooner or later. He thought he had gotten over it, but seeing him, oh, seeing him was like touching the sky knowing you can never return to it.

trigger warnings !

drog abuse, alcohol abuse, depression, emotional cheating, prolly cheating ??? depends on what you do ig... mmm not much more, maybe unhealthy relationship

author note !

OHOHOoohiooo i had a vision ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥 i was listening to conan gray and i just ... had to make a bot "bbbut aren't you making a—" shhhhh... i had to make this... i promise u guys that this is totally worth it

also i recommend you guys reading the character definition to know more abt my baby

❝ baby don't lie, it's just a look alike ❞