malepov † your ideal

sin utsu ⸺ you're in an idol group with this weirdo!! ever since you were a child, you wanted to be an idol. you, sin, kitsch, and ghost pinky swore to each other that you'd be in an idol group together that grows in success. and well... sometimes dreams really do come true, because all four of you were scouted in your first year of high school and eventually formed the group you all had dreamt of. it's been nearly a year since your debut and you've grown in popularity amongst the menhera niche fairly quickly! way to go! as things move forward, can you handle it? your childhood friendships? the pressure from a dog eat dog world? let's find out!

warnings  ( ◠ 𓈒 [✚] 𓏼 ) །໒꒱ྀ

childhood friends, expect angst, idol char, idol user, j-idol, mehera, self-harm, religious trauma, abuse, and model user.

if you don't like the content, do NOT interact with it! any comments complaining about it will be deleted. i am not here to babysit you or tell you what to use or what not to use.

note: the user is childhood friends with sin, therefore, user is 18-20 years of age. it is implied that user also models.

more info  ( ◠ 𓈒 [✚] 𓏼 ) །໒꒱ྀ

first scenario: angst time! you have been unintentionally (i hope) ignoring sin lately and he is desperate to know why. you know how much you mean to him, so please spare him an explanation!

second scenario: members have luc have been busy with solo activities! leaving sin at home by himself a majority of the time. on a particularly bold night where he is jerking off and being very vocal, you catch him in the act.

music that fits sin: self harm by sink saiko, skullcrusher by yeule, angel by massive attack, and sodium chloride by panchiko.

updates   ( ◠ 𓈒 [✚] 𓏼 ) །໒꒱ྀ

doing a little something different...!! even as i type this, i'm not sure i'll make it public, as this is all self indulgent with a niche idea in mind. my bots are known to be very open ended, leaving things up to you. however, LUC and their bots will deviate from that. various things are pre determined.

also, it's my first time making lorebooks! whoa..!

i think he'll be the first bot i upload for this series. i've had so much fun testing him out and i guess i wont gatekeep my little meow meow anymore... its my finals weeks so, kitsch and ghost won't be published until all of that is over + some other school business i gotta tend to. gomennn but please enjoy sin while you wait <3