um. please don't hate me forever and ever for this

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so i kind of burnt myself out again

i wasn't expecting as many requests as i got, and every time i finished one i seemed to get another and I have this thing in my brain that makes it really really difficult for me to say no to people, it's been like that my whole life so I ended up losing track of requests and just stressing myself out over something silly

im really sorry guys

ive developed more life responsibilities and whatnot as well, and my mental health has been rapidly declining and i really need some sort of diagnosis to figure out what's wrong with me because what the hell

but yeah, i don't think I'll be able to finish all the requests. I'll still make bots probably, shit, I might make one as an apology for this announcement, but I just don't think I'll be able to do the ones requested, since ive either lost track of them, don't have the motivation to make them, or some other dumb reason

sorry again. um. yeah