MY HIATUS, BOT MAKING, MENTAL HEALTH TALK.

i - Trigger warning for this talk : Self harm - , mental health, grooming (barely mentioned) - relationship talk, a bit of ranting.

01 — Why am I going on hiatus, for how long??

I’ve been in a on and off relationship with someone who groomed me when I was younger, just barely getting out from it recently. My mental health has genuinely deteriorated from since then, I’ve relapsed nonstop and even attempted to take my own life. I’ve been letting myself get worse instead of getting help. (I am still not essentially getting help now.) But I’m trying to be okay.

Moving on from this topic, I don’t have the strength or mental capacity to keep doing this, I’m not making bots, even if I force myself to do it they turn out bad.

I can only advise creators to not force yourself to create content, you’ll just end up hating it eventually. Don’t do that to yourself babes, be happy with what you make; don’t become a creator just for followers.

- To sum it up I’m going on hiatus because my mental health is actually in the shitter right now. I don’t know for how long honestly, I’ll be back when I can be.

02 — My bots , creating, what’s to come or whatever.

“What happened to half of your bots??” A lot of them genuinely felt like just those shitty filler episodes that a lot of shows have, I didn’t like them nor how they turned out- I don’t think I’m gonna remake them, they’re permanently deleted already. My popular bots are ironically the ones I really liked, some I even used myself.

- Nockfell, Granitebay, Bratva strays, Viking, etc, all of my series. I don’t think I’m gonna flush them out honestly, except for Granite Bay which is now university instead of college. (Cough possible hockey team series within the granite bay one..??)

Im still writing mlm only - but I’m gonna attempt to branch out to more submissive {{char}}’s instead of dominant. Pinky promise y’all will peg a few characters from me soon.

I can’t promise good writing, or original scenarios but I’ll be uhh here?

03 — Final words for a while.

This isn’t a good bye or a confession of finally quitting, yet anyway, but rather a much needed confirmed break after giving stupid bio updates that nobody reads. I just need to pull away from this and everyone, I been having unhealthy coping mechanisms for too long.

If I come back randomly in a spur of a moment, I probably got bored or missed you guys. But I’ll probably leave again quick.

If you are suffering from suicidal thoughts or self harm, remember there are people out there for you, talk to someone.

I love you guys , thanks for everything. If you end up unfollowing me that’s okay, I lowkey shouldn’t have 2k anyway