SO. As the title suggests, this going to be a master post talking about my longest hiatus yet. My constant cycle of "chat its so over" and "we're so back" and making promises to a community that Ive ultimately let down.

First and foremost: I want to apologize for promising to make bots and then never doing it in that "I'm Back" post, that I've seen deleted. I thought it was the right time for me to return to creating, but ultimately, it just made me more upset. There's not any good reason or excuse for not fulfilling a promise to you all, and I sincerely apologize for it. I should have handled that better, or at least held my other end of the promise, instead of leaving people confused or disappointed when I uploaded nothing.

Second: The ultimate reason why I have been gone for so long this time is a couple reasons. Seasonal depression, mixed with demotivation, mixed with the grief process after losing my childhood cat. They're all kind of the same caused bunched into one, but it made focusing on writing much more difficult.

And Third: I have a new job! After over eight months of applications, then being denied, then being ghosted- I finally can call myself an adult in the workforce! This job will be much easier and much more lowkey, so I'll most likely have free time to actually spend writing and doing creative stuff, which is what I enjoy! And I got money for better APIs, so yay!!!

So, what does this mean in terms of bot creating and scheduling?

I don't wanna promise anything again. I feel like when I have a promise like that held above me, it makes me more stressed. So, instead I'll say this: I'm not leaving! And keep your eye out in your notifications if I do upload! I'm also usually in servers if I feel like talking, though sometimes I just get introverted and hide in the corner.

That is to say, I love you all, and were kinda close to 1k, which is crazy!!! I'm not leaving, I promise, I just needed to say my words!!!

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