hey guys so I dont know if I should come back

I want to really bad since shade is back and stuff, but this shit is horrible for my mental health, along with the environment.

I admit that I've mostly come back when it comes to using bots, I can't stick to quitting anymore. however I believe this is because of my depression in the winter, since I was going pretty strong on my clean count until school started.

I think I'll come back if I'm still here by next summer, but I normally only use it in the winter due to seasonal depression. I'm sure I wont be, but if I am still sticking around here by June or July, I might start posting bots again.

anyway yeah, I genuinely hate using this website it fucks me up but I cant leave it. If either I get news from the j.ai crew that they don't use water for the website of if I'm still here by summer, I guess I'll start posting again, but only every blue moon. having dead lines ruined me and my mental health even more.

anyway, that's about it, see ya

-Jooley