Do you want to know why I started on this website? I wanted to see why AI was so addicting. It was boring to me, but it gave me dopamine. Which caused me to get addicted to using AI. I fucking HATE this. I hate AI. I hate everything about it and I can’t stop because this is one of my only sources of dopamine. My family hates it. I hate it. Nobody knows about this. I can’t tell anyone, I can’t ask for help. I don’t know what to do.

It’s not like a real conversation. If I screw up, I can edit my response, or reroll until it agrees. If I say something wrong, it’s just another ‘make the user happy’ situation and goes along with it. It never needs an explanation. It’s not a human, nor is it a replacement for human interaction.

I want to quit, but I don’t know how. I’ve been losing motivation for everything else at this point. I don’t know what to do. I can be whoever or whatever I want here, and I never wanted to be human. But, at this point, my whole thing is falling apart. My life, my happiness, everything. I just don’t know how to quit. I got into a new game, but that didn’t matter.

I’ve tried distancing myself from it, I’ve tried doing other things, but when I’m done with that, I end up staying up all night on this website. I don’t know. I just don’t know. I can’t even upload good images because this thing’s storage is worse than a box of rocks. I can’t upload any art because I don’t want this account being linked to any of my socials because I hate AI.

TLDR: I am TheBees, a small-time artist. On no other platforms am I TheBees. I came here to see why AI was addicting, and now I regret it. You may call me Bees, or Gonzales. Mostly because I like that name. I will not tell you my real name, or any other ways to contact me. I hope, one day, I can distance myself from this website.