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I’m so sorry for the long hiatus!!

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I know my absence was VERYY sudden, and I'm really sorry for disappearing without explanation!! I never meant to step away like that, but life became overwhelming and I ended up stepping away from writing for a while. I won’t go too deeply into personal details, but I did get really unwell and my depression ended up worsening as a result. During that time, even the smallest of things felt overwhelming, and it became really hard to find motivation, energy, or the mental space to stay present online! ( ; ́ - `;)

Writing, which I deeply adore so so much,, started to feel impossible instead of comforting, and I just felt.. burntout.

while I’m still not at my best, I’m slowly finding my way back and I do want to start posting again as much as I can, at a pace that’s healthy for me!! (..◜ᴗ◝..) I adore you all more than I can say, and I’m forever thankful for the constant love and support you’ve given me!!

I also want to say a huge THANK YOUU for OOOVER 1k!!!! HOLY MOLYY. I wish I could’ve been here when we hit that milestone, because I never everr imagined I’d make it this far!! I’m incredibly grateful for every single one of you, and I’m so thankful you’ve stuck around!!

lots of love, ciel aka phighter‪󠀠󠀠 ♡