Hey guys, iso here.
It's been a while since my last bot, it's just, i don't have the motivation or ideas to make bots anymore, i been depressed for years since middle school, i never talk about it to anyone, not my family or my friends, i just keep what i feel and what i think for myself, i didn't think it was important to talk about it to my family, they would just tell me i was being dramatic or that im just have a weak mind, i have suicidal thoughts 4 months ago, i never feel that i would accomplish anything my life, i always think that i didn't do enough, and i would just fail at everything i tried to do..
What am i even doing with my life right now? I keep thinking, why me? A prodigy could be born instead of me, i alway feel like i stole a chance from a better person than me to be born.
i only talk about my mental health recently with battery (aka my love) his love help me alot, making me feel better, but i still don't see a light for a better future yet
Anyway, stay safe guys, thanks you for 100 followers i appreciate it alot and all of you, have appeared along the way, that it for now, peace.
Remember guys, stay healthy and stay happy.
Created Nov 5
Updated Nov 5
Published Nov 5