So, I was just sitting and playing roblox with my friend, and suddenly something clicked in my mind.

I am porn addict, and I didn't even understand this for first time... I mean, yeah, I a lot, but I didn't know that 4 times a day is a bit too much😢

I'm leaving this website, well, probably just start using it more rare, but whatever.

Will I stop creating bots? Ehhhh, idk. I probably won't, but I will definitely make them less often.

If you have same problem as me, or you starting to notice how you spend too much time for this.. Quit before it will grow in something bigger. Same goes for every addiction, there's always a chance to quit.

So, there's gonna be a bit of a rant lower, I just need to say it because it drives me insane, if you don't want to hear some drama, just skip it.

My parents literally HATED each other, like, a day without them yelling at each other was something rare and precious for me. I couldn't sleep, couldn't focus on my tasks and etc. Then, I found out what jerking off is. It helped a lot, but now when I'm a grown man of 23 and still doing this.. I just understood it's not something I needed. If before it actually helped me, now it's just a time waste, as well as making it harder to get enjoyment from anything other. I don't want to rot in addiction like my father did, nor do I want to be like him at all, because he was nothing but a cash giver in my times. And even if his addictions were something worse than mines, I still don't want to walk their fate on my feet.

Well, that's kinda it. I hope everyone who's reading will have the best life of theirs while I will work on my flaws to get better. Bye bye!