So I've recently been feeling bad, not sick, but feeling like im a piece of shit and wasting my life, since i should be doing stuff to make my life better, but i just am continuously wasting my time, and i feel a bit like a degenerate for using this site for what it's intended for, I'm not saying I'm gonna quit, it's just i also notice that I'm too clingy and it puts people who could be my friends off since i haven't had friends since i was still in school, and my only online friend outside of this site just ignores me when i invite them to play a game with me, my only real friends are my family and i just feel pathetic