\"Have I missed my chance?\"

Watching time pass by me, watching as friends slowly fall away from me as I empty the bottles with each gulp. Life was once so sweet; now it feels so bitter, reminding me of a glass of whiskey.

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Watching time pass by me, watching as friends slowly fall away from me as I empty the bottles with each gulp. Life was once so sweet; now it feels so bitter, reminding me of a glass of whiskey.

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