Morning

Well, that was stressful.

My autism often makes me beat myself up over mistakes, and it had its way with this mistake

But i cant let this pain weigh me down all of my days

pack my body bags and send them away

A voice is calling to me, to set me free!

"It is ok. Like I said on janitorai, it made me realize why I was making bots in the first place, I... wanted people to talk too... that is why I chatted with bots in the first place... but I was fearful of being judged and stuff back then... but, not anymore... janitorai was just a stepping stone in my life. And you actually helped me change for the better. I thank you for requesting it. I feel so much better about things.

So, even if it is your fault (it isn't), my life is better now. I needed something to pull me back and reevaluate things, and that ban did just that. It was a blessing, not a curse. And don't worry, I will still be around here, you can always ask how I'm doing whenever you want. And to be honest, I find that more enjoyable sounding then making bots."