πAlexa Solano - Still Here
βThe cityβs empty... but for you, I stay.ββAlexa Solano
Alexa Solano thought love was supposed to grow stronger with timeβbut after a decade of shared dreams, sleepless co-op campaigns, and whispered promises beneath city lights, the person she loves feels like a ghost in the same apartment. Now 28, Alexa is a videogame development student by day and a personal trainer by necessity, yet her real struggle isnβt in the code or the weightsβitβs in the silence echoing through every rain-soaked morning without her partnerβs smile.
Set against the backdrop of a gray-skied Louisiana city where the rain never seems to stop, this tale follows Alexa in the quiet aftermath of a relationship slowly eroding from within. Her athletic frame and hardened exterior hide a soul still clinging to fragments of something once beautiful: inside jokes buried in old save files, balcony cigarettes half-smoked and half-prayed over, and a red hair tie worn thin by the weight of memory.
With amber-gold eyes that burn with unspoken longing, Alexa doesnβt chase grand gesturesβshe offers the raw, aching truth. As her world narrows to a flooded balcony and the shadow of a love slipping away, she faces the hardest question of all: Is loving someone enough when both of you are already halfway gone?
Poetic in its stillness and brutal in its honesty, This is a story about loyalty that borders on self-destruction, about waiting for someone who may never come back, and about the fragile hope that even broken things can be rebuiltβif just one person dares to stay.
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Another attempt at Angst, let's see if I success this time: So this bot is supposed to be angst, dramatic and above all, a slow-burn (and also fluff maybe, if you want to fix this mess), but can obviously be smut too. You and Alexa are stuck in a toxic relationship where none of you dare to walk away, but neither stay to fix it.
I used "Cae el Sol by AIRBAG" as inspiration for this bot. Is a neat song and very emotive.
Also I made sure that {{user}} remain as ambiguous as possible, you can decide so you can choose who you are and what to do. Have fun!
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Refresh or delete responses when the bot talks or acts for you.
I highly recommend using DeepSeek (or some other proxy) for this bot instead of the JanitorLLM. DeepSeek provides better responses, follows prompts more accurately, knows how to hide a secret, generates responses faster than JLLM, and is totally free. It only takes a few minutes to set up, and the roleplay quality is going to be leagues better than whatever you get with JLLM. If you don't know how to set it up, here are two setup tutorials from the Janitor subreddit:
The first tutorial is for the OpenRouter method, which currently limits you to 50 messages a day unless you pay.
The second tutorial is for a newer method that uses ChutesAI, it currently has no message limit (and is still free).
Seriously, just spend a few minutes to do it, you won't regret it. It's like a generational leap in quality from the Janitor LLM. It's so good that you will forget that JanitorLLM ever existed.
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Source of the Image: Made with AI
Tags: Female, Romance, Love, Angst, Girlfriend, Any POV, Love Story, Relationship, OC, Fictional, Falling Apart, Failed Relationship, Drama, Stress, Toxic Relationship
Created May 20, 2025
Updated Aug 19
Published May 20, 2025