Therapy. idk. I havent touched this site in months and my mental health is getting kinda better but im still working on it. Trying to get back to making some bots.

I started making like 4 bots back in june and thats kind of when my head was in the gutter. I took a massive break and want to not pressure myself.

Next bot might be this month. Might be not. I'm not abandoning my profile, but I can't guarantee you when I'll have the energy to actually delve back into my hobbies and not be on constant high alert in my environment and stress due to my very severe depression.

I did actually go to therapy. It's alright. Therapy works more when you're past your problems and you still need healing. I have genuine problems right now and im kinda stuck with it. But I have a plan to get better, and the hope that things will get better has always been driving me since i was like a baby.

Also, I quit all social media and janitor for this time frame.

I have 535 jani notifications. I have insanely bad OCD so you might only see a bot when I clear my notifications, line by line, see yall in 2039.

Also yes I can guarantee you I won't retire this shit with only like 8 bots. Think of me as a very inconsistent uploader. Like.... every really good youtuber. And frank ocean.

Listen to Futura Free.

See you later, alligator