Basically, am having the hugest burnout because of school, life gettin hard, i get bullied and used a lot. I once tried to do the wrist barcode thing, almost tried to end it all and shit. I have tried therapy online but it never really worked because of so many cases in my country. And lowkey found out almost all of my friends are fake friends. I never really realised it till now, since whenever i tried to talk or litreally do anything with them, they would just ingnore me or just straight out being mean. And turns out they put up a rumour about me that destroyed myself. Saying that am and that fucked the teacher for grades. Thankfully they admitted that they made it all up after a few days. But the damages has been done and i lowkey started to feel like i am losing my emotions because i don't feel happy anymore whenever i do something i loved.