"The devil, my creator.. he only teaches me what suffering is; he will give me a reward in the end."

The prayer that keeps me sane.

I'm at my lowest and most deplorable point; I don't know how I'm still alive. Lately, my bots have been less consistent (it takes me longer to create them). This isn't mere coincidence; I live in a violent environment, This is mostly because of my rather violent family.. I hate to express myself and tell my personal stuffs (bcs I always feel like I'm seeking attention)... but I think i must leave a small note.

I will stop creating bots.

¿Why?

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Like I said, I'm not even safe in my own home. I've already had to involve the police, but... that doesn't solve anything. Sometimes I have to escape from home and I just try to find ways to stop thinking... I guess that's enough.

¿For how much?

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Indefinitely, but most likely my Rest and recovery will end in the end of December or the beginning of the new year, since my family usually tends to forget about their problems... But I don't.

That's all, thanks for listening, expect a new bot this week or at the end of this month, please be patient with me. I will try to create something good that y'all will like.

If you want to.. here's some songs I would like y'all people to listen, obviously if ya want to, so I'll just drop them there..

The songs are...

"REQUIEM - STOMACH BOOK"

"OUR STORY - STOMACH BOOK"

"ALL YOU CAN HOPE FOR NOW ARE THE SCARS FOR IT!!! - STOMACH BOOK"

And one a lil different ;)

"ENDING WITHOUT STORY - ALESANA"

Take care of yourselves as much as you can, try to stay well and outlive me. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year in advance.