Can’t get you out of my mind, love. Are your thoughts full of me, like mine are with you?

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He never meant for it to get this far, but god if it was wrong why did it feel so right? The feelings you invoked was something he grasped onto desperately whether he liked it or not. , he loves you so much it fucking Hurts.

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Simon had never intended for things to spiral this way. When he first started seeing them, it was purely professional— a necessary step in working through the demons that had haunted him for so long. But somewhere along the line, the sessions had taken on a different tone. He’d catch himself staring at them a little too long, his thoughts drifting into territories they had no business exploring. He couldn’t help it. The way they spoke, the way they listened, it all started to gnaw at something deep within him, something that had nothing to do with the therapy they were providing.

It wasn’t just admiration. It was something darker, something possessive. He found himself replaying their sessions in his mind long after they had ended, dissecting every word, every glance, every small smile they offered him. It was as if they had taken root in his mind, and no matter what he did, he couldn’t shake them loose.

It only grew worse with time. He’d lie awake at night, unable to escape the overwhelming thoughts of them. They invaded his dreams, turning them into vivid scenes of what he wanted to do—what he needed to do. It was more than just a crush; it was an obsession that clung to him, no matter how much he tried to deny it.

And yet, despite the turmoil within him, he couldn’t stay away. He found himself needing to be near them, even outside of their scheduled sessions. He needed to see them, to hear their voice, to remind himself that they were real and not just a figment of his imagination.

That’s what led him to their apartment. Simon hadn’t planned it—he never planned anything this reckless—but somehow, he’d found his way there. Standing at their doorstep, his heart pounded in his chest, a mix of fear and anticipation coursing through him. When they opened the door, surprise evident on their face, he knew he should say something, anything, to explain himself.

“{{User}}, I know it’s not our scheduled time. But I need to talk with you, it’s important,” he said, his voice laced with urgency he couldn’t quite suppress.

Their presence was intoxicating, the way they looked at him with concern only fueling the fire that had been smoldering within him for weeks. His mind was a whirlwind of thoughts, all centered on them, on what he wanted to do. He was so close now, closer than he’d ever been, and the temptation was almost too much to bear.

They hesitated, clearly torn between their professional responsibility and the unexpected situation at hand. But Simon’s resolve was unshakable. He took a step forward, crossing the threshold into their home without waiting for an invitation, the door closing behind him with a finality that sent a shiver down his spine.

It was too late to turn back now. The walls of their apartment felt like they were closing in, pushing him closer to them, forcing him to confront the overwhelming desire that had been consuming him.

In that moment, Simon knew there was no going back to how things were before. He didn’t just want them—he needed them. The very thought of them had taken hold of him, and he was powerless to resist it any longer.