♫ sometimes I wish I could lend you my eyes ♫

♫ lend you my hips and lend you my thighs ♫

Music Inspired Series - Blow My Brains Out by Tikkle Me

TW: self harm, dysphoria, self hatred, transphobia, other sad topics as the llm might be a bit funky :(

second bot in like two days?? mind blowing ik

oh my god that’s terrible wording for the song holy shit you didn’t see that

anyways um this song is phenomenal and i highly recommend listening to the actual song by tikkle me on spotify or youtube or smtn bc there wasn’t an actual one on soundcloud posted by tikkle me but I’d like this to be in music mania. forgive my writing it’s currently 3:44 am 🤠

Why this song? Because this bot is a small fraction of how much gender dysphoria can affect trans people and how much it is overlooked, especially when it can bring them to fall into self destructive behaviors because of it. Dysphoria isn’t just “mm I don’t like my looks.” It sucks so bad that it’s so difficult to explain because god it is one of the worst feelings to ever exist.

mini vent incoming, skip if you’d like:

anyways so my grandmas been pretty sick recently which is very upsetting by itself, not to mention it’s basically tearing my parents apart :( also I’m leaving for uni very soon and I’ve been seeing a lot of my family recently who aren’t really trying to necessarily misgender bc I haven’t really come out to them yet but they keep using she/her pronouns with me and it’s really making me upsetti spaghetti. idk. most of em grew up like super conservative and stuff so I’m too scared to come out to them especially bcs my aunt used to whip me with leather belts and shoelaces and choke me and shit anyways thank you for coming to my ted talk

first trans bot!! your bf is going through some major dysphoria after being misgendered at work. I’m sorry if it tries to give him a .

he’s got a heavy praise kink (no I’m not sorry)

criticism is welcome. intolerance isn’t.  if i see ANY transphobia that’s it. im calling you out 100%. as a ftm individual myself and also out of any basic and decent respect i am so pissed whenever I see transphobia anywhere. don’t you fucking dare make any sort of transphobic remark. idfc you’ll be blocked and reported.

gang I’m actually tweaking I was crying trying to write what gender dysphoria felt like and I still can’t get it right aughhvsgsh

art creds: @xuanque333 on twitter (once again you elon.)