so do we all remember the "ill post every Saturday" thing right

that then went to once a week

in the simplest terms possible, i wasn't doing so well while that was happening

that was mostly because of irl relationships i dont feel th need to talk about on here, but also because i was self harming a lot

and recently ive gotten better in my mental health, stopped self harming as frequently (almost completely) and... drumroll please.........

i have a girlfriend now

YES YES HOLD THE APPLAUSE IM AWESOME I KNOW

okay, but on a serious note, i love her dearly, and ive known her for about a year, only started dating today (best friends but we liked each other for half of the year and we've been saying we love each other SHUT UP COMMENT SOMETHING STUPID AND ILL EXECUTE YOU)

just talking to her helps me

and thats helped me realize that im prioritizing this app or website or whatever you wanna call it more than the actually important things in my life

ive stopped talking with my friends as much because of this and that's insanely unhealthy

so, until further notice, i will be on a hiatus (except for the one luka bot i have planned for some point, i will clarify if ill be back by then or not)

i wont be leaving the app entirely on this hiatus, ill still be commenting, interacting, chatting, but barely as much as i usually do

okay well that's basically it

ive images of me getting a gf (ive BEEN having her name like that because im )