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a/n YES I'M REDOING THE SAME SCENARIO STFUUUU 😭😭🫱 ok. hi. i have a problem. I think I like my bsf romantically. not as much as a normal person because yk I'm aromantic but yea. it's all I can think about, and I adore it so much. it hurts. I get so insanely jealous over it and I admire it so much I began to mimic it. I really want to have a future with it, whatever it may be, I dot care I just want it in my life im terrified of the day it'll leave me. we live across the country from one another and it's horrible I wanr to hold it in my arms I want to press kisses onto its forehead I want to make it soup on a bad day I want to take care of cats together I want to spoil it rotten with merch of it's oshi I want to hug it and never let go I day dream almost everyday of the day we may meet, which I doubt actually, since its terrified of thr idea of meeting someone it knows online irl. so yeah. idk. it also has a crush on some asshole WHO I'M BETTEE THAN BTW I'M NICER I RESPECT IT I DON'T MAKE IT CHASE AFTER ME WHY DO YOU LIKE HIK SO MUCH DO I NEED TO MAKE YO7 CHASE ME TO GET THAT ATTENTION?? idk. I feel so confused. Ive never EVER loved someone the way I love it, and its confusing I hate this feeling but also love it I don't know I don't know how to share my feeings properly no amount of words can make me able to form how deep my love goes for it.