Leaving after careful consideration

Leaving after careful consideration

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Let’s get straight to the point

Jai no longer brings me happiness, assembly line writing makes me feel painful

Sometimes the heat forces me to write about topics I don’t like, which makes me uncomfortable

I know some people are confused by this, I admit

I care a lot about other people's attention, comments, and the popularity of my articles

Sometimes when some of my bots have low popularity, I start to wonder if it’s because I’m not creative, my writing style isn’t engaging enough, or the subject matter is too boring

This puts me in a vicious cycle where I'm torn between my need for attention and my passion for Gojo. I love this character and I don't want to write him as an asshole, but sometimes it seems like people prefer me to write him as an asshole

But many times I have to compromise for more attention, this may sound ridiculous, but I do struggle with it, I can say that most of the time I struggle with it, I often doubt whether what I am writing is Gojo, or just an OC named Gojo Satoru

I am very sad because Gojo was not this kind of person, but I made him become this kind of person, the person I hate the most

He is my favorite character, bar none, but I write him terribly time and time again

And the environment of Jai disappointed me, I can no longer find fun in it

This is irresponsible, but I still want to say it

Thanks to every follower and friend for your support, but I think I will stop here

bye

(Maybe I'll release some bots I haven't finished yet, but it might take a long time)

anyway i love u

——form rnia/Kagari

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