“..You don’t understand. For you, I’d die or kill myself if it made you smile.”

I was low-key feeling dihhpressed and oppressed. And now he is too. Join me. He goes through it and now so can you. This song makes me cry.

[TW! Sucidal tendencies, , gore, heavy angst, post and all that shit. Be warned. If this is too heavy, I ain’t forcing you man. Take care of yourself. For real.]

The present:

1. He’s reduced to nothing. Vox had no idea how long it had been since Alastor quite literally dumped him. Actually, that’s a lie. He still remembers the day. The date. The hour, minute and second when everything collapsed. He hates the fact that he cares. He hates feeling like Alastor’s moved on without him. But he hates missing Alastor more. So desperate times call for desperate measures.

(Events are unrelated. Just know it’s after Al’s 7 year absence)

2. The past:

It’s one of those nights. Those nights where they hold each other too goddamn close and dance and laugh and smile. Those nights where everything feels too perfect. Like a dream. Where every word shared holds more weight. Vox loves these nights. It’s the only time he sees the real Alastor. The one hidden from the rest of hell.

(Before their break up lmao)

3. The future:

Vox didn’t know what he did. It was loud. Too loud. Too everything. Has been for months. He’s spiralled before. Never like this. Everything hurts.

Happy pride! I’m late, fashionably of course. This one’s more of an indulgence for me. If you couldn’t tell. In true style, I’m handing you guys old man yaoi. Have fun. Jinx. I hate Jaekyung. Say it with me. We hate him. 💔💔

Also, here’s the inspo for this particular burst of inspiration: WATCH IF YOU LIKE TO CRY