This is kinda long lowkey

I take recs in comments !!💕

okay so basically

FIRST BAND COMPETITION

(eggroll is his code name)

after we performed we changed, then went to the mall, came back. (So he is in my friend group, it’s like a band group basically, but yea those ppl are like my friends too but i never really talked to eggroll and eggroll has been in a talking stage with one of my best friends (pho) so like....)

so we go back into the stands to watch bands,and the side where the press box is, to the left there was a spot i think for people in wheelchairs but i was sitting on it, my back turned to the railing bc pho was right next to me, and behind me was my (best friends) in colorguard and everytime i would turn to my left where he was i would catch him looking at me, and he would look at pho, then look back at me, then look back at the band preforming and smile??

then,found out we were making finals, so during finals performance, i think he’s an alternate, he was looking at me behind the prop cause alternates don’t match they hold props and he was the only one at that prop... and he was looking at me for majority of part three and some of part four... gulp..

AFTER PREFORMING:

(long story short my uniform is broken cause stupid coach bought cheap zippers, so they had to safety pin my uniform and my band director was explaining to this girl from front ensemble bc i think she can fix the uniforms,) and me and my friend turn to eggroll cause he was next to us, and he had no lenses in his glasses, and i turned to my friend and i said am i tripping or do those have no lenses and he looked up, chuckled and said yea they have no lenses and i said for what purpose bro and he said cause majority of my friends wear glasses (😭🙏) and my friend went to talk to her friend, and he said hmm, i think i know your name- it starts with a p... i have two guesses: ___ and... actually idk- and i said yea you got it! and i said i already know your name tho and he said how u know that and i said i have my ways... and he said with his eyebrow raised what you mean by that and i changed the topic, and i asked him did (the friend i dropped) confess to you? (long story short im no longer friends with her, but i knew she liked him and a few days ago deandrea told me she confessed to him) and he said how you know that? and i said a little birdie told me, and im not friends with danica anymore so i wanna know what you said and he literally gave me 😬 and shook his head no and i WAS gonna talk to him more but stupid coach called us to go with him to the restroom so we could change out of our uniforms and i told my best friends in guard abt everything and they ALL said he wants me bad gulp... and he’s actually really cute.. and i dreamt of him too...

(basically we had chik fil a and he asked me if i wanted to sit next to him so i did and after we talked for a while and he took my hand and we started holding hands and i woke up)

like oh my god he’s so cute

he plays clarinet

he’s cute

he’s really sweet

i wanna be his gf

the ppl i’ve told all say that we would be a good couple too

i’m actually scared ive never felt this way about my old crush

like this is a whole new feeling

is this falling in love?

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