the overwhelming urge to not make bots and slop of mainstream trending popular media and fandoms for easy clicks and followers because people will eat anything up but instead keep writing bots of niche and sometimes obscure stuff because you think doing the former is overrated so brick by brick you make everything by yourself from the ground up with seemingly no incentive other than the few comments sometimes people post which you derive what little dopamine from and keep learning on how to expand your work through other means

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