Soo uhh... been a while I guess?

Well, I won’t bore you guys with pointless things. You read the title and came here with at least some idea of what’s about to go down. So... here it goes.

WARNING: MIGHT BE A BIT OF A RANT... MAYBE

So let’s start from the very beginning... from the time the very first atom of my being came into existence about 13.8 billion years ago.

Damn... thinking about it now, that was such a nostalgic time. Just me and all the atoms... simpler days fr. Wish I could go back.

...Anyway what were we talking about?
Oh yeah — the big old retirement.

Well, many of you might’ve already expected it (if anyone cared enough to remember me 💀), and since I’m not someone who makes a big deal out of leaving a certain AI site...

...I am going to be making a big deal out of it.
faaah

Hehe, did you like the soundbit? I tried being funny.
Though you probably couldn’t hear it.
And maybe it wasn’t funny...
Maybe I’m not funny...
Why am I even here then...

Okay ENOUGH existential crisis, I promise I’ll be serious now...
...maybe.

Okay so... I am retiring.

...maybe.

Well, unless after uploading this I get a sudden anime protagonist surge of motivation and drop one or two bots out of nowhere...

...but that’s a BIG IF.

Most probably I’ll just disappear completely (like I’ve already been doing for the past few months — stealth mode 100).

And the reason is actually pretty simple:
this site has gone to complete shit, and I am way too lazy to move anywhere else.

So instead, I will be ending my emo arc of thinking I’m cool while making cheap angst and questionable life choices in bot form.

Character development goes crazy.

I mean, you all already know how bad things have gotten, so I won’t just copy-paste everyone else’s complaints.

But I will add my own take.

The biggest thing for me?
The site just feels... stale.

Like no shade to creators, but a lot of stuff feels like it’s built from the same template — just reskinned and sent straight to trending like it’s a factory production line.

Don’t believe me?
Next time you see a popular character, look at how it’s structured... then compare it to older bots from like a year or two ago.

It’s like déjà vu but with extra steps.

Now I’m not saying inspiration is bad — I took plenty myself.

But now?
Smut feels like copy-paste DLC, and angst has basically turned into a masochist simulator 2026 edition.

Like in the past 2 months, I’ve used maybe 3 or 4 new bots.
Everything else?
Old favorites.

Does that mean there are no good bots left?
Of course not.

There are still some insanely talented creators out there making genuinely amazing stuff.

It’s just... they’re rare drops.
Legendary-tier, low spawn rate.

And yeah... I did try to be one of them. Tried to be different.

Guess I failed, huh.

And I’m not even trying to put myself down here — some of my older stuff?
Yeah... that had basically zero originality. Just AI-fed nonsense with a bit of that “I’m not like other girls” energy sprinkled on top.

I had ideas. A LOT of ideas.
Ways I could’ve done something unique, something actually mine.

But now?

Everything just feels stale.

Just like this damned site.

There’s no real “villain” here.

Every bot has its niche, every user has their preferences — that’s just how it is.

But when people complain about bad trending...
...and then keep feeding the exact same cycle...

It kinda feels like everyone is stuck in a loop.

Like an NPC dialogue tree that never updates.

And honestly? That’s fine.

At the end of the day, this is — for lack of a better term — a site first.
So seeing that kind of content dominate?

Yeah... not exactly shocking.

And finally... the worst offender of them all.

The thing that turns me off more than your mom—

(not in a mean way, I’m just respectful like that, not getting turned on at other people’s moms 💀)

Anyway—

The blatant use of AI in writing has gotten so obvious that it’s almost funny.

Like yeah, I’ll admit it — I use AI too. A lot of people i know also do.

But come on man... at least TRY.

I’ve seen so many bots where I read two lines and immediately know:

“Yeah, this was cooked by AI with very little human intervention.”

Maybe because i was once like that as well.....

And at that point, what’s even the point?

Because I already know every generic trope, every recycled line, every predictable response it’s about to throw at me.

It just kills the experience.

Again I am not saying using AI is bad, it is just a tool and thus can be used in your benefit or against you. I used to use it to brainstorm a little, come up with names i was too lazy to do myself and fix my final draft but at least i tried to write my own intros and personalities. Like i know no matter how little i use it, those damn AI will still make it like any other bot but at least i want to believe i made a difference, that i at least tried to be real no matter how little i actually achieved it..... at least i hope i was able to succeed in that.

Oof... okay yeah I definitely wrote more than I planned.

I guess I just wanted to keep going since this is (maybe) the final post.

But I’ll wrap it up soon.

Also yeah — I didn’t talk about that genre.
You know the one.

(*whisper*)
The forbidden fruit.
The Voldemort of trending.

And honestly?
There’s no point.

It’s engagement bait.
It works.
It will keep working.

Even I’ve tried it before, so I’m not innocent either.

So yeah — I just ignore it.
And you probably should too if you value your sanity.

Anyway... for the finale:

If I accidentally hurt any creator’s feelings with my very honest words — then yeah, I apologize.

But if you’re still mad...

...suck it up I guess 💀

We both know starting drama here isn’t doing anything for anyone.

(Not like this post is reaching those people anyway, so we chillin’)

Ugh... I don’t even know if I want to add anything else.

I kinda wrote all of this in one flow state and accidentally made it long as hell.

I’ll compensate by adding some highly cultured images at the end 👍

And yeah, I ran this through GPT — not to “fix” it...

...but to inject maximum chaos energy.

Mission successful, probably.

Also this might be the first time i vented this much somewhere online..... kinda makes me feel pathetic about it but oh well i wont back down now. So this is a little raw version of me, maybe just a tab bit of real me..... maybe.....

So yeah... that’s all, I guess.

If I remember anything else, I’ll add it before posting but...

that’s all folks.

For the two people who might’ve actually enjoyed my bots —
and everyone who supported me:

Thank you.

Genuinely.

(and maybe some kisses... no homo though—
...nah I’m kidding...

...unless?)

Anyway here are some images and memes i had saved up on my phone as a compensation for making you all read (¬‿¬)