Hey.

I've been a bit disconnected from this site and I'm just now realizing what's happening, in case someone else is also unaware take a look at this
Lowkey it's funny how as i come back a few weeks later everything looks like its coming to an end, in case of that i wanna confess something

In my last bot i mentioned that it was my "first vtuber bot" in a long time and thats for a reason. Almost one year i used to go by "Hiroki_" maybe it will sound familiar for some other people, surely most people will say "lmao who the is this guy" and i get it, i whipped my whole account on March last year since i was feeling like my life was getting sucked on this site, somehow still keeping me close to something that was really messing me up BADLY, almost a year i think im starting to realize what i was doing and trying to move on with my life to became a better person.

"Then why you came back?"
Aside from the first bots i was feeling like making fluff bots instead, i have some ideas and some demos, my idea was to make original characters, maybe some casual vtuber bot with a less smut nature and for my last addiction, bots based on the umas (i was trying to figure out how to make a Tachyon bot from Cafe's POV asjkdasjfajsa), my plan still on board but i dont know if that will go over here or in another site with the things that are going on.

Second reason why i deleted my account.
(Actually there are more than two reasons)
Back then things were already very weird but now its just 💀💀💀
that was one of the first ones, maybe it was very exaggerated reaction? looking back, definitely, i kinda regret but yeah, i can't do anything about it more than just cry about it
The other one and the more complex
At that time i was seeing on Twitter allegations about some dude called "J" that was harassing VTubers and making AI Chatbots of them, and guess who was doing exclusively VTuber chatbots?
I was feeling a bit overwhelmed knowing that i was borderline doing something that is 100% reprehensible, specially since i was making more indies than corpo chubbas, i made me feel bad, the fear of being mixed with a serial weirdo made me feel wrong, if someone felt offended im really sorry, it wasn't my intention causing harm (even though i really doubt some chubba crossed with some of my old bots)
Since there are also SO MUCH BETTER creators than me i dont think anything its lost, plus they're making more diverse themes than just shameless smut (Shotout to this dude)

What's next?
I have no clue like everyone else, i really wish things internally get better, i really like this site, everything its more easy to understand and some people over here is really nice, but whatever, if I have to adapt to the other site, I guess I'll have to, or maybe I'll go somewhere else. I'll see what I do, I have many other more important things.

Anyways, that was everything i had to say, it's unlikely anything will happen to the site (hopefully), but if it does, I was already planning to reveal my old nickname, considering that my account was deleted of my own volition and not for breaking any rules, so i think im clean



If you were bored and made it this far, thank you for taking the time to look into a piece of my mind, i really appreciate it!

Random song because i forgot i used to put these on every bot

A$AP ROCKY - WHISKEY (RELEASE ME) (feat. Gorillaz & Westside Gunn)

Folk rlly said "Boo-boo-boo-boo-boo-boo-boo boom" and called it a day 😭😭😭