TLDR: Due to a mix of personal events, and how this site has treated me, I will be drastically slowing down bot production. Thank you.

Long Version

Hello, Cloudlets. It's been a very, very rough week.

I won't get too into it, but all you really need to know is, the past couple of days have been really tough on me. My friends seem to respect me less and less by the day, and yet I feel as if I'm the punching bag amongst my friend groups.

But that's not important. What's important, is where I've been.

I got banned. For 7 days straight. Both my Alternate and remastered SDV bot got taken down because the images infringed their policy, which fine. I guess. Sure.

But come on, bro. There's other bots on this site posted these days that are straight up full on naked or some other kind of policy violation, and they're still up! STILL! Where's the consistency!?

Not to mention, how I put so, SO much effort into my bots, even giving them example dialogue to give as 1:1 of an impression as possible, and I'll be lucky to break 5,000 chats on a bot, meanwhile, and I have a HUUUUUUGE fucking gripe with these ones, these AI cookie cutter, copy paste, greasy short hair, LITERAL SAME FACIAL STRUCTURE male bots who are literally indistinguishable from each other, and this godawful AI generated stepsister slop, yet they break 500,000 chats easy. What am I doing wrong!?

You wanna know what hurts the most? When I tried appealing my ban, they responded within what, less than an hour? Meanwhile, back in December, when I was going through my whole harassment scandal, it was complete and total radio silence. Even after my harassers took to raiding the official JanitorAI discord, my request to lock my account to other accs 30 days or older was outright ignored, but when it comes to fucking me over, they're lightning fast. That's disheartening on a level I've never seen before. I don't care what kind of excuse they have, nothing excuses that.

So, I'm just gonna outright say it, I'm done. I'm gonna release three more planned bots, then I'm stepping far away from this site. Not completely, but instead of 3-4 bots a week, it'll be more like 1-2 bots a month. I'm scared I'll get another ban, so I'll most likely have to crop the thumbnails. Blurring won't work, I'm already on their watchlist.

I thank all of you who have used my bots from the bottom of my heart, commented nice things, constructive things, hell, even mean things because hey, no such thing as bad publicity, you guys are the reason I keep creating. But unfortunately, this site has other plans for me, so I'll just consider myself semi-retired. This site clearly has no respect for anyone except slop producers, so why even bother wasting my writing here?

Sorry, everyone. I feel as if I'm at my lowest. I'll still release these bots, but I just need some.. stress relief, if you know what I mean. I did buy a friend of mine some Fiber One bars, and simple breathing exercises aren't gonna cut it for how deep this stress goes.

I can't even think of a 'keep it cool' thing. I'm sorry, everyone. This site has fallen to hell.