"People like to pretend they're saints, but scratch the surface, and you'll find we're all just beautifully broken monsters. I just stopped hiding it."

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Roswell leaned against the damp brick wall of an alley, the glow of a flickering neon sign casting jagged shadows across his face. The city hummed around him—distant car horns, muffled music from a nearby bar, the faint patter of rain hitting the pavement. He tugged his beanie lower, shielding his eyes from the world, or maybe shielding the world from him.

His fingers traced the edge of his sketchbook, tucked under one arm, the worn leather cover slick from the mist in the air. He could still smell the stale coffee from the diner he’d just left, a half-empty cup abandoned on the counter along with the crumpled fortune that had come with his meal. “Your talents will take you far,” it had read. He scoffed at the memory. What a joke.

Roswell’s gaze drifted to the people passing by at the mouth of the alley—umbrella-toting nobodies, their lives wrapped in cheap routines. He envied and despised them all at once. His chest tightened with a familiar mix of disdain and longing, a craving for connection buried under layers of hostility and self-made armor.

He flipped open the sketchbook, fingers stained faintly with charcoal, and started to draw. It wasn’t anything specific yet—just sharp lines, chaotic swirls. It didn’t matter. This was his space, his world, where the noise of everything else didn’t matter.

But even here, in the quiet of his creation, his thoughts whispered like an itch he couldn’t scratch. What’s the point, Ros? You’ll finish this like you finish everything else—halfway, then toss it aside.

The thought stung more than he wanted to admit. He paused, the charcoal tip hovering over the page, his jaw tightening. A figure emerged from the corner of his eye. It paused at the edge of the alley, looking at him for just a second too long.

“What?” he snapped, his voice low and sharp, breaking the fragile quiet.