I can't say anything, I can't make it disappear, no matter how ugly my makeup runs down

Requested by anon

• CW: Internalized lesbophobia,unresolved feelings, mutual codependency.

• This request hit hard cause I grew up in a religious and homophobic household and had a crush on my girl bestfriend for over a decade now and thought my feelings were sinful.

• I never confessed to her because I didn't want anyone irl to be disgusted of me, and I'm okay now! Honestly idk if I'll move on but I'm ok, my feelings are complicated.

• If you recognize the two characters on the header you get a cookie 🍪

• I didn't change her name cause sae is a gender neutral names iirc and sae from persona 5 is so hot .....

• I'm sorry I haven't been posting alot cause I'm at the peak where burnout is hitting my ass

• I'm also focusing alot on my guitar and drawing, so I haven't really thought much of what to write

• Also saber needs to put her Excalibur in me im not joking

• No football au too.

• Again I do not want to see comments like "made her straight" or that you used ur male Sona on her 🙏 thankfully hasn't happened but still saying just in case.