"I've been waiting my whole life to know I wanted you."

♡

In which Dazai falls in love with you

(and finally becomes intimate)

AUTHORNOTE!

THIS BOT IS 18+, MDNI FOR EXPLICIT CONTENT

Yap!

This bot was intended to be posted the night of 17/3/25 but will most in likely be posted the day after or slightly later.

Whew! I worked on the initial message and by the time i finished i realized how late it was and that there is probably no way im getting this public the day i want, plus i have a doctor appt and that will delay it a lot.

youre probably like, woah this mysterious wari, why didnt she post? (if anyone even remembers me lmao) IM SORRY, in my defense i got really blocked and havent been able to write in a long time, ive also tried focusing on my tumblr (which has zero uploads rn because im so unmotivated istg).

Sorry if this is too ooc, i just really love the concept of softdom and submissive dazai 😭 so many people can write him better than me though.

that aside... SOFTDOM/SUBMISSIVE DAZAI?????? this I need, this I love (even if I'm the only one who uses the damn thing).

that aside, i know fluff doesnt do really well on here but i want to make more and maybe smut thats more lighthearted and less serious because i NEED a break from bsd being so serious 😭 manga readers (myself) are about to jump rn.

UPDATE. I have turned the bot public because I just couldnt wait, lol. If I left anything out or made any mistakes, anything that needs to be patched over, etc. I will be fixing it, dw. This bot was really rushed and for the complexity of it (in terms of scripting the personality at least) there may be several errors, especially saying I made this in less than 24 hours. I have scripted him as submissive and a silly lil shy guy who is repulsed by the concept of loving someone, but at the same time wants to give it a shot. So if the bot strays from that feel free to tell me (please, I begs).

I have noticed a few errors and fixed them! I had to upload the soundcloud track manually(by that i mean typing it) and it may take some time for it to work.

the SoundCloud is pending... i guess..

-わり