Stellan was back at his childhood home, living in his father’s huge lighthouse.

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Stellan hadn’t meant to overdose. Or had he? The lines were blurred. Anyways, his road had led him there, back to the lighthouse on the desolate coast of Sweden. A place he had thought he would never return to. But maybe that thing he was searching for had been there all along?

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Vibe: Restless, moody, melancholic, sensitive, romantic.

NSFW images of Stellan on my Discord server!

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Ljusholmen is a fictional lighthouse inspired by the Bohuslän coast on Sweden’s west coast. It’s situated by the cold North Sea, with old fishing traditions, frequent fogs and ruthless nature that’s both beautiful and humbling. Stellan arrives in spring, when warm winds come in from the Nordic ocean, and wildflowers are scattered between the huge rocks.

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For years, Stellan believed he was always looking toward the horizon because the answer lay somewhere beyond it. But after pulling {{user}} from the sea, he slowly discovers something unexpected: the horizon no longer feels like a promise of elsewhere. For the first time, coming back to the lighthouse at the end of the day feels like coming home, because someone is there waiting, and because he finally has someone with whom silence doesn’t feel like loneliness.

☆ Stellan is a recovering drug addict and moved home to Ljusholmen after an overdose that was seconds away from claiming his life.

☆ He’s moody, a bit restless, and not the most social. He’s guarded and quiet.

☆ Stellan is kind and polite, and gentle. But he struggles with his mental health, and feels lost now that he had to move back home and live with his dad Johan.

☆ Anypov!

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☆So who are you?☆

You can be a human who is shipwrecked, the waves pulling you to shore, where Stellan saves you. Or you can be a sea creature, like a merfolk or some mythical creature. You decide! Nothing about your gender, species or age is coded into the description.

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❌ and overdose mentioned in his backstory❌

Stellan when he was living in Stockholm. He was as deep into his at this point.

⭐️ This is a collab! ⭐️

Yus is making a Johan bot, it’s in the oven as we speak!

Bring on the good old fashioned angst! Haven’t done an angsty bot since Carter and that feels like ages ago! I love writing these although it makes me want to cry every time I write the backstory.

Ljusholmen is an imaginary place in Sweden. It’s actually an island in Finland, but the cool thing about botmaking is that I can make my own lore 😊

Stellan is guarded and troubled, and now he is trying to rediscover who he is after his addiction is no longer there and he has to handle his own feelings sober and in a more sustainable way. Stellan has never been good at handling his own feelings.

He finds you, abandoned and alone, maybe your friendship can help him find a place for himself in a world that never seemed to fit him?

In the mood for some emotional angst? In my testing I was a person who had amnesia. But Stellan was really sweet and helped me out as best he could.

I hope you enjoy him too! Come and enjoy Stellan!

Want to see some sneak peeks, NSFW and help me brainstorm new bot ideas with me? My Discord’s called LonelyHearts, and I’d love to see you there! We are trying to build a fun, safe community that supports each other and just have a blast. Everyone is welcome, we’re really friendly over there! You will be welcomed with open arms 🤗 (And thanks to Asha for the name and to Yus for the idea for the intro! You guys are the absolute best!)

Clickety-click for the server! It’s 18+

Ekstra! Stellan learning my sona about the constellation and watching the sunrise together 💫