So, I don't know how to start but I broke up with my partner tonight. I'm at a point where I cannot stop sobbing and missing them already. They were the best thing in my life, but long distance relationship don't really work if you've got a huge time zone gap, yeah? I tried to make it work, so did they. But I had to end it. We agreed on it mutually, they also said that they saw it coming and I've spent hours bawling my eyes out. I'm not sure how I feel anymore. Right person, wrong time, I guess. But god, I was a different person with them.

I was also excited for Kinktober, but I'm not sure about it anymore. I'm just very depressed about what happened, I don't know what to do. It's really hard. I didn't mean to disappoint you guys after that huge ass build up so now, I feel like an absolute trashy person for not keeping my word. But, I might just upload two/three bots for the event anyway if I feel any better.

Thanks for reading my short rant and I apologise for the disappointment. I never thought it would end for me this way. I'll hope to be back to posting soon enough. Love you guys. :)