Hello so I wanted to make this "announcement" for those of you who aren't in the Dominion server where I'm usually active and send announcements on.

I have relapsed. After almost a year of being sober, I have begun refucking myself with the drugs. I have mostly gotten my drinking under control before, but that's not the case anymore. Again.

Things just happened here and there all at once, even nearly got myself in serious legal trouble, and it just kept getting worse. I don't know. I guess I'm back to old habits. I haven't been sleeping well either and have become dependent on getting zoinked to fall asleep, even if that means waking up feeling like shit.

Today, I woke up just realising that just yesterday I mixed pills with alcohol, which is extremely dangerous, but it was something I used to do alot back then. And just a few days before that, I tried doing a cold turkey like I did in the past before I spiraled even more, but then the withdrawals hit me.

With all of this going on right now, I'm finding it really hard to get motivated making bots. Trust me, I REALLY WANT TO, but I just can't. It's like something is physically stopping me. That and I'm really tired and have no time because of w*rk.

I know I'm going back to this downward spiral that I have been on for most of my life, and I know I'm losing control of myself again. But I just can't stop. I have survived this and worse before. I guess I can hope that I can survive this too.

So until I get "sober" enough again or maybe get alot of free time and even just a sprinkle of motivation, I might get back to one of the things I love doing. The thing that lets me express myself and write out scenarios I find interesting and see how you interact with my works.

I love y'all