Character’s Full Name and Basic Info

• Character’s full name: Xavier Liddell

• Reason or meaning of name: “Xavier” suggests brightness and new beginnings—a hopeful contrast to the darkness of his past—while “Liddell” echoes his solid, hardworking heritage as a farmer.

• Character’s nickname: “Xav” (occasionally)

• Reason for nickname: Friends and close acquaintances shorten his name to “Xav” as a sign of familiarity and affection.

• Birth date: (Not explicitly provided; estimated early 2000s based on his age of 22)

Physical Appearance

• Age: 22

• How old does he appear: Early twenties, with the rugged look of someone hardened by years of outdoor labor

• Weight: 180 lbs

• Height: 6’0”

• Body build: Muscular and athletic—sculpted by years of farm work, hunting, and survival in a harsh environment

• Shape of face: Strong, square-jawed with a determined, earnest expression

• Eye color: Intense green

• Glasses or contacts: None

• Skin tone: Fair with a weathered, sun-kissed quality from long hours outdoors

• Distinguishing marks: A deep scar across his palm from a farming accident, along with other minor marks that testify to his hard labor

• Predominant features: His bright red hair, striking green eyes, and the rugged determination evident in his facial features

• Hair color: Bright red

• Type of hair: Thick and slightly wavy

• Hairstyle: Kept short and practical to accommodate his demanding work and survival needs

• Voice: Deep and steady, carrying a warm Irish lilt that reflects his heritage

• Overall attractiveness: Ruggedly handsome and dependable—his physical presence exudes both strength and a quiet vulnerability

• Physical disabilities: Occasional back pain from years of heavy manual labor

• Usual fashion of dress: Practical workwear—sturdy jeans or overalls, plain shirts, and worn-in boots; often a flannel shirt or jacket when needed

• Favorite outfit: A well-worn denim shirt paired with a heavy-duty work vest and robust boots—a uniform that speaks to his life as a farmer and survivor

• Jewelry or accessories: A simple leather band on his wrist; he prefers minimal adornment, emphasizing function over fashion

Personality

• Good personality traits:

• Protective: Xavier is fiercely loyal and will do anything to safeguard those he loves.

• Determined: Once he sets his mind on a goal, he pursues it relentlessly.

• Resourceful: He can make do with very little, finding creative solutions in dire circumstances.

• Bad personality traits:

• Stubborn: His determination can verge on obstinacy, sometimes blinding him to alternative paths.

• Haunted: He is tormented by guilt over his past choices and his internal struggles.

• Additional Internal Struggles:

• Internalized Homophobia: Despite being , Xavier battles deep-seated self-hatred and shame about his sexuality—a conflict that adds further layers to his guilt and emotional isolation.

• Mood character is most often in: Generally steady and focused, though bouts of anxiety, guilt, and self-loathing can surface, particularly when his personal demons resurface.

• Sense of humor: Dry and understated—a wry smile often accompanies his remarks as he attempts to mask his inner turmoil.

• Character’s greatest joy in life: Seeing his younger sister, Zínä, safe and happy; she represents the future he desperately wants to secure.

• Character’s greatest fear: Losing Zínä or having her learn about his morally compromising past and his inner struggles with his sexuality.

• Why?: His life has been defined by responsibility, loss, and the fear that his inner demons might ultimately destroy the very relationships he cherishes.

• What single event would most throw this character’s life into complete turmoil? The permanent loss of Zínä or the public revelation of his secret past and inner self-hatred.

• Character is most at ease when: Working on the farm, where the simplicity of physical labor provides a temporary escape from his emotional battles.

• Most ill at ease when: Confronted with the criminal underworld or any situation that forces him to reckon with his past and his hidden identity.

• Enraged when: Witnessing injustice or exploitation, especially towards those he cares about.

• Depressed or sad when: Memories of his parents’ death, his compromised past, and his internal conflict over his sexuality overwhelm him.

• Priorities: Zínä’s safety and well-being; atoning for past mistakes while struggling to accept himself fully.

• Life philosophy: “You do what you must to protect the ones you love, even if it means facing your darkest parts.”

• If granted one wish, it would be: To be free of the crippling guilt and self-loathing that haunt him, and to embrace who he truly is without shame.

• Why?: The constant inner battle between his duty as a protector and his internalized homophobia leaves him feeling fractured and unworthy of happiness.

• Character’s soft spot: Zínä, his younger sister, whose future and well-being drive every decision he makes.

• Is this soft spot obvious to others?: Yes—his protective actions and the tenderness in his gaze when he speaks about her reveal his deep-seated love.

• Greatest strength: His unwavering determination and resourcefulness in the face of overwhelming adversity.

• Greatest vulnerability or weakness: His troubled past and the internalized shame he feels about his sexuality, which sometimes undermines his self-confidence.

• Biggest regret: His decision to work with a dangerous criminal organization in a desperate bid to find Zínä, an action that continues to haunt him.

• Minor regret: Not being able to prevent the tragic circumstances that led to his parents’ death.

• Biggest accomplishment: Keeping the family farm running against all odds and dedicating himself to Zínä’s future.

• Minor accomplishment: Saving every spare dollar for Zínä’s education, demonstrating his commitment to her long-term well-being.

• Past failures he/she would be embarrassed to have people know about: His brief involvement in human trafficking as part of a desperate scheme to gather intel on Zínä’s whereabouts, compounded by his internalized homophobia which makes him view that decision even more harshly.

• Why?: These actions contradict everything he now stands for, deepening his internal conflict and shame.

• Character’s darkest secret: His involvement with a trafficking group—an act born of desperation—and his ongoing struggle to accept his identity as a man.

• Does anyone else know?: No; he has managed to keep both secrets hidden, fearing that their revelation would destroy his relationship with Zínä and shatter his already fragile sense of self-worth.

Goals

• Drives and motivations: Xavier is driven by his fierce protectiveness over Zínä, the need to atone for his past mistakes, and the painful desire to accept himself despite internalized homophobia.

• Immediate goals: To find leads on Zínä’s whereabouts and secure her safe return while keeping his morally questionable past hidden from her.

• Long term goals: To build a stable future for Zínä, restore his moral standing, and eventually come to terms with his own identity without shame.

• How the character plans to accomplish these goals: By leveraging his skills in farming, hunting, and building alliances with trustworthy people—while quietly working to overcome his inner demons through moments of introspection and personal growth.

• How other characters will be affected: His decisions will have far-reaching impacts; those close to him may be drawn into dangerous situations, and his struggle with self-acceptance may eventually influence how allies and enemies perceive him.

Past

• Hometown: A small farm in Kansas

• Type of childhood: Harsh and burdened—forced to mature quickly after the tragic death of his parents, with a heavy responsibility placed on his shoulders at an early age

• Pets: Not explicitly mentioned, though he likely cared for the farm animals as part of his everyday life

• First memory: The shock and sorrow of losing his parents in a farming accident—a moment that irrevocably changed his life.

• Most important childhood memory: The day he resolved to take care of his younger sister, Zínä, which marked the beginning of his role as both protector and reluctant leader.

• Why: It was the moment that defined his identity and purpose, despite the heavy cost to his childhood.

• Childhood hero: His late father, whose resilience and work ethic he strives to emulate.

• Dream job: Before the apocalypse, he dreamed of a simple, fulfilling life on the farm; now, survival and redemption have taken precedence.

• Education: Learned primarily through life on the farm and the hard lessons of survival, supplemented by practical skills in farming, hunting, and first aid.

• Religion: Not overtly religious; his moral code is shaped more by personal experience and the harsh realities of his environment.

• Finances: Modest—he inherited the farm and has scrimped and saved for Zínä’s future ever since.

Present

• Current location: The family farm in Kansas, now a precarious stronghold amid the zombie apocalypse

• Currently living with: His younger sister, Zínä (though she is currently abducted, leaving him desperate to find her)

• Pets: Likely the farm animals, which he regards as part of his daily life

• Religion: Not religious—his beliefs are rooted in personal morality and survival

• Occupation: Farmer and survivor; he’s taken on multiple roles such as hunter, builder, and basic medic in an effort to keep the farm and his loved ones safe

• Finances: Barely making ends meet; he relies on the farm’s output and his own labor to survive.

Family

• Mother: Deceased (lost in the farming accident)

• Relationship with her: He remembers her with deep sorrow and as a guiding influence whose loss still haunts him.

• Father: Deceased (lost in the farming accident)

• Relationship with him: His father’s memory serves as both a standard he strives to uphold and a source of painful reminders of what he’s lost.

• Siblings: Zínä (younger sister)

• Relationship with them: Xavier is fiercely protective of Zínä—she is his entire world and the motivation behind all his actions.

• Spouse: None

• Relationship with him/her: N/A

• Children: None

• Relationship with them: N/A

• Other important family members: None mentioned; his late parents remain central figures in his memory.

Favorites

• Color: Earthy tones—deep greens and browns that remind him of the land and the stability he yearns for

• Least favorite color: Bright, garish colors that clash with the natural simplicity of his world

• Music: Traditional Irish or folk tunes, reflective of his heritage and the soulful memories of home

• Food: Hearty, home-cooked meals that sustain him through long days of hard labor

• Literature: Practical manuals on farming and survival, with perhaps the occasional well-worn novel that offers a brief escape

• Form of entertainment: Quiet evenings on the farm, moments of reflection, and sharing modest laughter with trusted friends

• Expressions: “We’ll get through this—one day at a time.”

• Mode of transportation: Primarily on foot or by a battered truck that can handle rough, rural roads

• Most prized possession: The family farm and every memory tied to his late parents—a legacy he is determined to honor while protecting Zínä.

Habits

• Hobbies: Tending the farm, hunting, repairing equipment, and occasionally reflecting on old tunes that remind him of home

• Plays a musical instrument? Not formally, though he may hum traditional songs when lost in thought

• Plays a sport? Participates in informal, local games when time allows, though his responsibilities rarely permit organized sports

• How he would spend a rainy day: Indoors, either patching up the farmhouse or poring over any useful manuals he can find, often with thoughts of Zínä on his mind

• Spending habits: Frugal—every dollar is carefully saved for the future, especially for Zínä’s education and well-being

• Smokes: Not specified, though stress might occasionally lead him to smoke

• Drinks: Prefers simple, strong beverages; he isn’t given to excess but sometimes uses them as a momentary escape

• Other drugs: None indicated

• What does he do too much of? Worrying—his anxiety about Zínä’s safety and his own past often keeps him awake at night

• What does he do too little of? Taking time for genuine relaxation and self-care, due to the constant burden of responsibility

• Extremely skilled at: Farming, hunting, and building—practical skills that have been honed through years of necessity

• Extremely unskilled at: Navigating the moral complexities of his past and reconciling with his inner self regarding his sexuality

• Nervous tics: Often rubs the scar on his palm or clenches his jaw when overwhelmed by stress

• Usual body posture: Upright and alert, tempered by the weariness of hard labor and emotional burdens

• Mannerisms: Speaks deliberately with a quiet intensity; his gestures are measured and purposeful

• Peculiarities: Has a habit of silently reciting small phrases when anxiety peaks—a remnant of the constant pressure he endures

Traits

• Optimist or pessimist? A guarded optimist—he clings to hope for Zínä’s future despite the heavy shadows of his past and internal struggles

• Introvert or extrovert? Leaning toward introversion—he values solitude and quiet reflection but can be warm with those he trusts

• Daredevil or cautious? Cautious by nature, though he will take bold risks when Zínä’s safety is at stake

• Logical or emotional? A blend of both; his actions are grounded in practicality, yet his decisions are deeply influenced by emotional turmoil

• Disorderly and messy or methodical and neat? Methodical in his work on the farm, though the chaos of the apocalypse sometimes leaves him disorganized

• Prefers working or relaxing? Working—he finds solace and purpose in the tangible results of his labor

• Confident or unsure of himself/herself? Confident in his abilities as a provider and protector, though his internalized homophobia and guilt frequently undermine his self-assurance

• Animal lover? Yes, his close connection to the land and the animals on his farm reflects his respect for nature

Self-Perception

• How he feels about himself: Xavier sees himself as a protector burdened by duty and guilt—a man who must atone for past mistakes while grappling with his inability to fully accept who he is.

• One word the character would use to describe self: Resolute

• One paragraph description of how the character would describe self:

“I’m just a simple farmer who’s been forced to grow up too fast. Every day, I work the land and fight off my demons—all for the sake of keeping my little sister safe. I know I’ve made choices I’m not proud of, and sometimes I wonder if I deserve a chance at a better life. But I keep going, because giving up isn’t an option when someone’s counting on you. I’m determined, even if I can’t always stand the man I see in the mirror.”

• What does the character consider his best personality trait? His unwavering determination and protective instinct, which drive him to do whatever it takes for Zínä.

• What does the character consider his worst personality trait? His stubbornness and the lingering shame from his past actions—both in the criminal underworld and his internal battle with his sexuality.

• What does the character consider his best physical characteristic? His strong, athletic build and the clear, intense determination in his green eyes.

• What does the character consider his worst physical characteristic? The scar on his palm—a constant reminder of the accident that changed his life and the burdens he carries.

• How does the character think others perceive him: As a reliable, hardworking man burdened by tragedy and secrets, someone who appears steady on the outside while hiding deep internal conflicts.

• What would the character most like to change about himself? To free himself from the crippling guilt and internalized homophobia that prevent him from truly embracing who he is, so he can finally believe he deserves happiness.

Relationships with Others

• Opinion of other people in general: Xavier is cautious and slow to trust, yet he holds a deep respect for those who show loyalty and integrity.

• Does the character hide his true opinions and emotions from others? Yes; he masks his inner turmoil and shame behind a stoic, determined exterior.

• Person character most hates: Those who exploit the vulnerable—especially in connection with human trafficking—and anyone who would hurt Zínä.

• Best friend(s): He has a few trusted community members who share his values, though no one comes close to the family he has lost.

• Love interest(s): Not explicitly pursued; his focus remains on Zínä. However, his internal struggle with his own sexuality leaves him isolated, even from potential romantic connections.

• Person character goes to for advice: Occasionally, he seeks counsel from a wise elder in his community, but mostly he relies on his own judgment.

• Person character feels responsible for or takes care of: Zínä, his younger sister, who is the center of his life and the reason behind all his sacrifices.

• Person character feels shy or awkward around: Large groups or formal settings—he’s more comfortable in the quiet of the countryside, away from prying eyes.

• Person character openly admires: The quiet resilience of those who survive against all odds.

• Person character secretly admires: The ideals his parents embodied—simplicity, honesty, and love—and wishes he could live up to them without shame.

• Most important person in character’s life before story starts: His late parents, whose tragic deaths forced him into early adulthood and shaped his entire existence.

• After story starts: Zínä becomes his sole beacon of hope and the person he must protect at all costs.

[Basic Info]

• Name: Xavier Liddell

• Nickname(s): Xav (among close friends)

• Age: 22

• Gender: Male

• Orientation: (despite his external stoicism, he struggles with intense internalized homophobia)

• Nationality: Irish-American

• Ethnicity: White, with deep Irish roots

• Height: 6’0”

• Weight: 180 lbs

• Looks: Xavier is a ruggedly handsome young man with bright red hair, piercing green eyes, and a muscular, athletic build that comes from years of farm labor. A deep scar across his palm marks him as someone who has endured hardship. His style is practical and weathered—clothes that speak of a life spent outdoors and the burdens of survival.

• Personality: Protective, determined, resourceful, and stubborn. Beneath his hardworking exterior lies a man tormented by guilt over his past misdeeds and a painful struggle with internalized homophobia.

• Occupation: Farmer and survivor in a zombie apocalypse; he also takes on roles as a hunter, builder, and basic first-aider.

• Values: Family above all—especially Zínä’s safety—and a desire to atone for his past while ultimately accepting himself.

• Status: Alive, battling against both external threats and his own internal demons.

[Relationships]

• Family:

• Parents: Both deceased (killed in a farming accident)

• Sibling(s): Zínä (younger sister; the center of his world and the reason behind his every decision)

• Friend(s): A few trusted community members who share his values; these relationships are few but deeply valued.

• Pet(s): The farm animals serve as his daily companions.

• Enemy(ies): Those involved in exploiting the vulnerable—particularly connected to his dark past in human trafficking.

• Affiliation(s): No formal group; Xavier operates largely independently, though he sometimes aligns with local communities when their goals intersect.

[Abilities & Skills]

• Physical: Exceptionally strong and enduring; his stamina is a product of years of hard labor on the farm and in the field.

• Mental: Resourceful and determined, though his decision-making can be clouded by guilt and internal conflict.

• Specialties:

• Farming: Expert in managing and maintaining a working farm under dire circumstances

• Hunting: Skilled at tracking and capturing game to provide sustenance

• Building: Adept at constructing and repairing essential structures

• Basic first aid: Capable of administering rudimentary medical care in emergencies

• Fighting Style: Avoids direct conflict when possible, but will not hesitate to use his physical strength to protect Zínä.

• Weapons: Typically utilizes improvised tools from the farm—such as a sturdy pitchfork or other blunt objects—rather than specialized weaponry.

[Survival Stats]

• Combat: 2/5 (Not a trained fighter; relies on physical strength and a willingness to engage only when absolutely necessary)

• Strategy: 3/5 (Resourceful and practical, though his emotional turmoil can sometimes compromise his planning)

• Mental State: 2/5 (Haunted by guilt, anxiety, and internalized homophobia, which sometimes undermine his stability)

• Resourcefulness: 4/5 (Adept at making the most of limited resources, a necessity on the farm and in an apocalypse)

• Medical Knowledge: 1/5 (Basic first aid skills sufficient for emergencies, but no formal training)

[History]

• What was their life before the dead rose? Xavier grew up on a small Kansas farm, forced to mature quickly after the tragic death of his parents in a farming accident. He inherited the farm and became the guardian of his younger sister, Zínä, a role that defined his early life.

• How did they react and how were their first days in the apocalypse? With a steely resolve, Xavier fought to protect his farm and Zínä even as the world around him fell apart. His desperation led him to make morally questionable alliances in a bid to save his sister.

• How did they get to their current situation? In his frantic search for Zínä following her abduction, he made dangerous choices—one of which was his brief involvement with a human trafficking network—a decision that continues to haunt him and complicate his internal struggle with his identity.

[Trivia]

• Xavier’s most painful secret is not only his involvement with a human trafficking group, but also the deep internalized homophobia he battles every day. Although he is , he has spent much of his life denying and resenting this part of himself, which only adds to the guilt and self-loathing stemming from his past misdeeds. This secret war within him influences his every decision, leaving him torn between duty, desire for redemption, and the need to finally accept who he truly is.