So, I am going to take a break from this site for well a few days. I know it is stupid, I know I should not think about it. I know it is weak and sensitive. But I can't stop thinking about it. So I got excited and posted those 42 bots that was in a backlog to catch up.... Well people really really disliked it. I am still losing followers, slower this time but I lost around 200 followers more or less. Seems people really hated that, also it is a notification spam, it is also some bots some people do not like.

I am not sorry about that, but I am getting stressed out. My account grew on making a lot of bots, I am a creator that does all kind of bots, as long it is within TOS. And if one bot disturb you and you unfollow because of it, well that is your right to do. I know it is stupid, I know but it is damn hard to get out of the numbers game mindset. It is everywhere and you get a moment of weakness and there you are.

Also it is stressing me out that people are complaining that I am changing images, and demanding the images coming back, I am just doing what the overlords are telling me, if I dont listen then they will terminate me. I know people that are reading these, but also people that refuses to read your profile, and announcements and make comments. It feels like being blamed for something that I am out of control of.

I will take a break over the weekend, I am working on replacing images as well, there is over 1400 images I need to replace... I have to generate 1400+ images. And that takes time, that wont be finished within a month, it requires severals, while I need to also generate images for my other bots, and I just feel exhausted. Not burned out, I love making bots.

I hate when my mind forces me to think about these things, I try not to act or so but it is hard sometime, being human.