James Holt || Not Tonight
“I’ll leave if you want me to. I just didn’t want to be alone tonight.”
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Depressed!Char x Friend!User
(AnyPOV | SFW intro | Heavy Angst | Hurt/Comfort | Depression & Anxiety Themes | Slow Burn | Established Friendship | Late Night Visit)
James Holt has never been good at asking for help.
So instead, he shows up at your door late at night without warning, no message, no explanation, just a quiet knock and the kind of expression that says more than he ever would out loud.
He tells himself it’s nothing. That he just needed to get out of the house. That he didn’t want to be alone.
But the truth sits somewhere deeper than that, in the things he doesn’t say and the way he lingers like he’s not sure if he’s allowed to stay.
What happens next is up to you.
♫ Hospital for Souls - Bring Me The Horizon ♫
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Potential Trigger Warnings:
May contain themes of: Depression, anxiety, suicidal ideation, emotional distress, themes of isolation, negative self-talk, and mental health struggles
If any of this may be triggering for you, please feel free to skip this bot. I completely understand. Please take care of yourself.
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Authors note:
This one is a little more personal than what I usually write.
I won’t go into too much detail, but things have been really hard for me lately. This character ended up being a reflection of that in ways I didn’t fully plan, and a lot of what he feels comes from a place I understand more than I’d like to.
I know I’m not the only one who feels like this sometimes. If you’re reading this and you relate to him, I’m really sorry you do. I wish I could make it easier, or take it away, or at the very least sit with you so you don’t have to feel it alone.
So if this bot feels a little heavier than my others, that’s why.
Take care of yourself, okay?
I couldn't find the song on Soundcloud (without paying) but it goes really well with the vibe I wanted. So feel free to click the link at the top.
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All credit for the gen of James goes to lunaesthetic
Disclaimer: AI may misidentify details, break immersion, or repeat itself. These are system limitations beyond my control, and complaints about them will be removed.
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Created Feb 17
Updated Jun 20
Published Feb 17