Vent bot based off of my experience

Okay obviously not literally hallucinating a fucking tall guy but did have different hallucinations like in October while going through psychosis and I’m still fucked up by the experience

Vent you can skip just really need to talk about it

I literally don’t have anyone to really talk or interact with yes I do have ‘friends’ but really we talk every other week or more. Most of times it’s me reaching out first

I’m somewhat used to being alone because it’s been like this since 2020 but it’s starting to get tiring that new people I met and me getting attached then they leave without saying anything. I know they don’t owe me anything I’m not entitled to their time or anything yet this year has so been awful for my mental health where i cannot be alone for long periods of time or I will you know not really wanna say it out loud but I get certain thoughts I’m simply just tired of everyone leaving me even if I try

Even worse the medication I been taking isn’t it helping it just makes me have anxiety like all the time

Anyways yeah I’m just gonna use this bot for comfort now